Inmates will still be in tears over Aidilfitri takbir raya

And in his 32 years working at the Marang Prison, spending 16 Aidilfitri days with them, superintendent Ahmad Nazri Mohamad has never met an inmate who did not tear up when the takbir sounds early on Hari Raya day.

He said the first day of Hari Raya is always particularly sad for the new prisoners as they deal with the first experience of being locked-up and separated from their families. It is no different for the other inmates who have been imprisoned longer.

“On ordinary days, we see them joking around, exercising and so on but on Hari Raya day, especially in the morning as the takbir raya is played, we see their sad faces. Each will be thinking of their families, wives and children.

“They may try to hide their feelings, but the longing (for their families) is obvious. As prison officers, we have to try to cheer them up so that it does not have an adverse effect on them,” he said.

According to Ahmad Nazri, in his 32 years of service, he has worked on Hari Raya day at two separate prisons, namely, the Marang Prison in Terengganu and Simpang Renggam Prison in Johor.

Normally, on the first day of Hari Raya, he said, the Muslim inmates would be taken to the surau to perform the takbir and Aidilfitri prayers before having breakfast and returning to their respective cells.

This year, however, they have not been allowed to receive visits from family members as part of the effort to prevent the spread of COVID-19 during the Conditional Movement Control Order (CMCO).

“Usually on Hari Raya morning, the inmates will come to us and talk. This is when we (the officials) have to play our role and comfort them that nobody is happy all the time, sometimes life can be hard,” he said.

Meanwhile, an inmate known as Azizul, 25, said this is the third time he is celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri in prison and the takbir raya still makes him feel sad and homesick.

Nonetheless, Azizul said, he still has to accept the fact that he must endure a lengthy sentence of 56 years’ imprisonment and 23 lashes for raping his underage girlfriend.

“Whenever I hear the takbir raya, I cannot hold back my tears…I would be reminded of my late father. This is something I’ve never felt before I was jailed. It was not a big deal (then). Now, it makes me sad.

“Here, I have started to read the Quran frequently and to study religion. I think those are the only things that can help me deal with the feelings of regret. I am truly sorry... I will never commit the offence ever again,” he said, his voice breaking up in sadness.

The good-looking Azizul also said that every time his mother visits, she will always remind him to perform his prayers, behave well and accept his fate.